Emotionless.

Feeling emotionless is worse than feeling sad. 

Not understanding if you're upset, broken, or destroyed. 

Not being able to feel an ounce of happiness. 

It throws you into this terrible void of being lost and you don't know what to do. 

I'm tired of feeling emotionless. 

I'm tired of wanting to leave this terrible town and escape to some other world. 

Maybe one of these days I'll stop being emotionless. 

(September 6th, 2014 at 9:38 p.m.)